I would be lying if I told you that I was not disappointed in myself. I am disappointed in myself for many reasons. The first obvious one is letting this site go, and not updating even though I want to. It just sometimes is hard to think of something interesting to share with the world and often becomes just another thing to get done in the day, rather than something you enjoy doing, the way it should be. Whoever said writing to a blog was always fun and rewarding never had a blog. I am also disappointed because I got a virus on my computer for the first time in 5 years (that whole time without anti-virus software), and now I feel dumb. Its some stupid virus or worm that is opening Internet Explorer (not that new one that steals passwords and bank account numbers), but it keeps opening porn sites, that frankly, need some help when it domes to their aesthetic and creative quality. Anyhow, Its changing my homepage and installing programs without my permission, and I hate it. I feel like a failure that I got such a stupid virus. This is the kind of thing that my parent's friend's kids call me to fix when they download the 'britneyDance.exe' attachment sent by their friend kissingBoys32@aol.com. Makes me sick. I can't even get rid of the damn thing. Once I figure out all this rap I'm going through at work, I'll be sure and broadcast how great life is going. Until then, hope you have a better week than I'm gonna have. p.s. this self-loathing post is in no way meant to put a damper on your day, I'm just bummed out. Peace out.
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